

I want to talk about so much!! I don't know where to begin. My mom is in the hospital and I have a sinking feeling that she wants to just give up. I don't know what to do with that. I have wonderful friends who want to help but you can only do so much. Prayer is a huge comfort and words of encouragement help as well. But at the end of the day when it is just you lying in the dark and all around you things have come to a screeching halt, you are scared, alone, and left wondering. My God is an awesome God and he is my soft place to land so many times. Sometimes I can barely feel him at all. Can a Christian even say that? I love God and I am at a loss!

