So, here I go writing down frustrating things again. How can I be this unhappy?? I am a Christian living in America and able to have every comfort there is to have. I understand the sacrifice that God made for just me! I am a born again Christian and I barely feel God. I feel that I am just living in Limbo with my family. My family consists of a Father who died in 2003 and a mother who is in a nursing home. She can't walk or come home for awhile. I have an older sister who is busy with her own life and a brother who is just addicted to so much that he is just GONE. My kids are all in 4 different directions and I have strained relationships with all of them. I am at a loss of how I got here. I want to dig out of this hole and learn how to have a better quality of life for my mother and myself. I am going to lay down and pray until I fall asleep. I am going to continue to ask God for Grace and Mercy in my life. In one hand, I am frustrated and worn out and in the other hand, I am a child of God and am so thankful for that.
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